Just a short line from my favorite Shell Silverstine poem from my childhood. Except right now I could insert the word “school” and just make it an overall “school stinks” poem. I am really hating (maybe thats a strong word) my job right now. I don’t know whats wrong with me. I have felt overwhelmed by being a teacher before, but never have I been this discouraged. I don’t know if there is something in the air, but my students are just not performing the way they used to. I have realized even these past few days that I have been the “not nice” teacher. And the more I have the play the mean teacher role, the more the students rebel, and then it turns into this viscious cycle.
Heres my favorite: Its 20 minutes into class. I ask a kid why is just staring at the wall and not doing work. “I don’t have a pencil.” Its 8th grade, people. Its not that hard!!!
Thanks for letting me vent.