Where I lack confidence

24 Mar

I would usually consider myself a fairly confident person.  Yes, I have a few insecurities, but I over the years I have come to know who God has made me to be.  I believe He has given me gifts/talents that I am to use for Him, and although I am continually refining those gifts, I am pretty confident in the fact that He does not give bad gifts.

But…. I have almost no confidence in this area:  song writing.

Whenever I write something it goes through the “Becca filter” of “would I listen to this on the radio or would I change the station?”  “Would I like this song if I heard it in church?”  And the answer is usually… no. 

This is a hard one for me.  I am learning, however, that most song writers rarely do it all, start to finish, by themselves.

This is why I have Eddie Culin.  He is nice enough to let me sheepishly bring him my scraps and amazingly turns it into something that will actually get stuck in my head.  (In a good way).

I don’t, and at this point- can’t do this on my own.  I am definately being stretched.

Lord, give me confidence to keep moving.

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2 Responses to “Where I lack confidence”

  1. jenny ewalt March 24, 2010 at 6:13 p03 #

    You have more talent in your little finger than I do in my whole body! Keep it up Becca I know you are onto something special

  2. Cristine March 25, 2010 at 6:13 p03 #

    I want to hear some of your creations with Eddie! 🙂

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